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SOMETIMEZ I JUST WOUND3R SO MUCH ABOUT SOM3ON3..WHAT MAY HAPP3N B3TW33N US?? WILL IT LAST AZ LONG AZ W3 BOTH THINK?? DO SH3 R3ALLY M3AN WAT SH3 SAYZ WH3N SH3 SAY IT?? DID SH3 R3ALLY CHANG3 OR IZ IT JUST 4 NOW??
AM I R3ALLY ALL SH3 WANTZ & N33D?? I JUST SOM3TIM3Z WANNA SCR3AM B3CUZ ITZ NOT LIK3 I DONT KNOW OF DA PAST BUT IM TRYNA LO0K TOWARDZ DA FUTUR3 & IT HURTZ 2 JUST LO0K BACK AND SAY DAT I DIDNT THINK SH3 LOV3D M3 AZ MUCH AZ SH3 SAY SH3 DID OR W.3. DO YOU B3LI3V3 DAT WAT A P3RSON DO CAN AFF3CT OTH3RZ??? W3LL I DO AND DA THANGZ DAT HAPP3N3D 2 M3 WITH H3R AND PAST R3LATIONSHIPZ..HAS TAK3N ITZ TOLL ON M3 AND HOW I THINK, HOW I F33L, HOW I R3ACT, JUST 3V3RYTHING...JUST LIL SHIT I N3V3R US3 2 G3T MAD @, SHIT DAT I COULD SAY I WAS N3V3R DA TYP3...BUT NOW I CANT 3V3N SAY DAT B3CUZ 3V3N DO3 SH3 PUT M3 THR3W H3LL AND BACK I STILL LOV3D H3R..ALWAYZ HAZ THR3W IT ALL..& Y3A TH3R3 W3R3 TIM3Z I WOUND3R WHY DID I STAY??.. WHY SO0 MANY TIM3Z?? NOMATT3R HOW MANY TIM3Z SH3 ANSW3R3D DA DAM QU3STION, ITZ LIK3 ITZ MOR3 2 IT, AND DONT G3T M3 WRONG I DID HURT H3R ON3 TIM3.. IT WAS A TIM3 DAT I W3NT OUT OF STAT3 AND I MAD3 A MISSTAK3 BUT I BUST3D MY ASS 2 G3T H3R BACK AND I LOV3D H3R HARD3R... & ITZ A N3W Y3AR 2009 AND THANGZ STILL F33L UNSTABL3 3V3N DO3 SH3Z NOT DOING NUFFIN WRONG & I KNOW DAT BUT @ DA SAM3TIM3 IM SCAR3D OF DA HURT & PAIN OF DA PAST...& I JUST CANT L3T GO..ITZ LIK3 TH3 TRIP 2 DA PAST FROM TIM3 2 TIM3 IZ AFF3CTIING MY R3LATIONSHIP..& I HAV3 4GIV3N H3R AND JUST WANT IT ALL 2 GO AWAY BUT MY MIND WONT L3T IT GO AND WH3N IT DO..ITZ LIK3 IT COM3Z RIGHT BACK B3CUZ SOM3TIM3Z I F33L LIK3 SH3 SN3AKY, WH3N I GU3SS ITZ JUST DA PAST OR JUST SO0 MUCH F3AR... TAK3N OV3R M3...B3CUZ I R3FUS3 & I R3P3AT I R3FUS3 2 3VA GO THR3W DAT HURT & PAIN AGAIN...I T3LL MYS3LF DAT 3V3RYDAY...AND 3V3RYTIM3 I SAY DAT T3ARZ ALWAYZ FALL AND ITZ SOM3THING I CAN NOT CONTROLL B3CUZ ITZ DA MOST STRONG3ST THANG DAT IV3 3V3R SAID OR M3NT IN MY LIF3...BUT NO MATT3R WAT HAPP3NZ WITH US I WILL ALWAYZ LOV3 H3R...& NOBODY CANT CHANG3 DAT, B3CUZ MY LOV3 IZ TRU3.
I LOV3 H3R, WANT & ADOR3 H3R...B3CUZ I KNOW SH3 LOV3 M3, 3V3N DO3 SH3 MAD3 H3R MISSTAK3Z.. & I JUST WANNA MAK3 IT WORK JUST AZ MUCH AZ SH3 DO0 & DAT IZ WAT W3 AR3 BOTH DOING & I HOP3 DAT IT CAN LAST 4 A LIF3TIM3.


im inlov3......& just so0 much k3tchn up 2 do0... UNTILL N3XT TIM3.

KRAZZY.

Dam so0 much 2 say...but ima just say w.3z on my mind az of right now. so0 much has happ3n3d sinc3 da last tim3 i wrot3...ima start from da day b3for3 my b-day.(sigh) i found out my fri3nd dawayn3 di3d, from b3ing shot, 2 w33kz b3for3 da niit3 of my bday..da 29th of january and my bday iz january 30th...i was in t3arz..n3v3r f3lt da kinda pain i f3lt 4 him 4 anyon3 3ls3 dat has di3d..i f3lt lik3 i was gonna pass out b3for3 i actually stopp3d cryn..itz krazzyb3cuz 3v3n do3 da last tim3 i saw him was in da summ3r...all i could think about iz da dayz m3, him,j3nny, tazia and i had 2g3th3r, so much fun w3 all had 2g3th3r dat i will n3v3r 4g3t and i sur3 wont 4g3t him. itz lik3 wh3n i found out h3 had pass3d my h3art dropp3d in a way dat i almost couldnt br3ath... it to0k a whil3 4 m3 2 actually stop cryn.smh..lif3 iz short & da go0d alwayz di3 yung. th3n da n3xt day which was my bday...i had a littl3 g3t 2g3th3r ...my family, & fri3ndz was d3r3 & w3 all had a blast!!! i was so0 tipsy i actually 3njoy3d how i f3lt shit i had so much liqz i didnt g3t da chanc3 2 crack op3n oth3rz..oth3r than dat...WAiiiT o y3a......i was b3ing so0 fast and brought a sup3r p3rm...and az my sist3r naynay was combing my hair da shit was COM3N OUT MY HAIR...MY DAMN HAIR F3LL OUT...SMFH..I WAS CRYN AND JUST, SO0 FR3AKN PiiSS3D....BUT I PUT W3AV3 IN MY HAIR AND MY HAIR CAM3 OUT NIC3 I LO0K3D OSO S3XY 4 MY BDAY!!! ALTHOUGH I L3ARN3D MY L3SSION & WILL N3V3R US3 A SUP3R P3RM 3V3R AGAIIN!! LMFAO!!! G2G MOR3 2 COM3..

CUTI3ST LIL THANGZ

T3DDY B3ARZ: I HAV3 A COLL3CTiiON OF T3DDY B3ARZ.. I FIND D3M 2 B3 JUST DA CUT3ST LIL STUFF3D THiiNGZ.... MAK3 M3 WANNA SAY.. "AAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWW" LOLZ....DiiZ T3DDY B3AR iiZ JUST 2 DAM CUT3 SiiTiiNG IN DAT CHAiiR, LOOKiiNG OSO ADORABL3, I JUST WANNA TAK3 IT SOM3 WiiTH M3...JUST 2 HAV3 ON3 SiiTiiNG iiN A CHAiiR B3CUZ I DONT HAV3 ON3 OF DOZ3...BUT I B3T I G3T ON3 SOON3R THAN I THiiNK..LOLZ..IM OSO SPOiiL3D!!

Littl3 GiiNO is Just pr3cious, h3 has the sw33ti3st p3rsonality h3 is just a littl3 lap baby.3 months old, H3 WOULD MAK3 SOMEON3 V3RY HAPPY ON VAL3NTIN3Z DAY. h3 only w3ght's 1/1/2# h3 is gonna b3 a tiny little boy, h3 is full of 3n3rgy, lov3s to b3 h3ld and to sl33p in your lap....HOW CUT3 IIZ DAT....h3 will mak3 someon3 a nic3 addition to th3ir home. I OSO ADOR3 DiiZ LiiTTL3 PUPPY...I WISH I COULD TAK3 HiiM HOM3 WiiTH M3... :(.... 2 BAD H3Z 2 3XSP3NSiiV3 4 M3 2 BUY 4 1,600....SHiiiiiiiiiT.... MAMii N33DZ A N3W PAiiR OF SHO3Z.... & O Y3S ViiCTORiiA S3CR3TZ iiZ OSO CALLN MY NAM3....OOOWWWWW.....IM SUCH A WHOR3 WH3N iiT COM3Z 2 SHO3Z & ViiCTORiiA S3CR3TZ....O Y3SSSSS......I WANNA GO SHOPPiiNG!!!!!!!
MALLL........H3R3......IIIIIII.........COM3..........OOOOWWWW

MY SiiST3R CiiRCL3...<3

....I WOK3 UP 2DAY F33LiiN KiiNDA GO0D...:-) B3TT3R THAN I HAD F3LT Y3ST3RDAY...Y3ST3RDAY WAS LiiK3 A DAY 2 JUST CHiiLL, TALK 2 MY SIS NAYNAY, MY B3STI3 CH3LZ....& OF COURS3 TH3 LOV3 OF MY WORLD.. I M3AN NUFFiiNz P3RF3CT..BUT Y3ST3RDAY iiT DAM N3AR DiiD F33L LiiK3 iiT...LOLZ... MY SiiST3R NAYNAY iiZ 17, SH3 KO0...SH3z MOR3 THAN A SiiST3R 2 M3...SH3Z LiiK3 MY B3STiiii33333..:-) SH3z ALWAYZ D3R3 4 M3, WH3N iiM SAD,HURT OR JUST 3MOTiiONAL ABOUT SOM3THiiNG.....I OSO ADOR3 H3R...3V3N WH3N W3 ARGU3, W3 ALWAYZ WIND UP, TALKN iiN TH3 N3XT F3W MiiNUT3Z.. LOLZ.. DATz DAT SiiST3R LUV 4 YA... I LOV3 H3R SiiLLY ASS...SH3 COM3Z WH3N W3 HAV3 BR3AKZ & SOM3TiiM3Z ON DA W33K3ND... I MiiSS H3R WH3N SH3 GO HOM3... B3CUZ I B3 HOM3 ALL BOR3D WH3N MY BABY MiiMA NOT AROUND....BUT WH3N 3V3R SOM3THiiNG KRAZZY HAPP3NZ iiN OUR LiiF3 W3 ALWAYZ CALL 3ACHOTH3R & DA GOSSIP B3 DA MOST JUIC3...LOLZ... I LUV MY NAYNAY!!!!! D3N TH3IRZ MY B3ST FRii3ND NiiFFY.... OMG ... I WOULDN'T WANNA LO0S3 OUR FRii3NDSHiiP 4 DA WORLD... W3 ARE AZ TIGHT AZ A G-STiiNG... LM*KRAZZY*AO... & W3 COULD B3 SPONG3BOD AND PATRiiCK...B3CUZ IM PINKY & SH3 Y3LLOWSTAR...HHHMMM... LOLZ.... BUT ANYWAYZ....NiiFFY IIZ A GO0D FRI3ND AND I LUV H3R 2 D3ATH...SH3 ALWAYZ D3R3 WH3N I N33D DA TALK ABOUT TH3 ASSHOL3Z IN OUR LiiF3...LMFAO... 3V3N THOUGH IM ALWAYZ TH3R3 4 H3R 2 WH3N 3VA SH3 N33DZ M3...NOMATT3R WHAT...... W3 BOTH UND3RSTAND 3ACHOTH3R, CAN R3LAT3 2 3ACHOTH3RZ iiSSU3Z & OF COURS3 W3 HAV3 OUR UPZ & DOWNS BUT W3 ALWAYZ MAK3 UP B3CUZ DATZ WAT B3ST FRii3NDZ DO0....{SMIL3} SH3 ALWAYZ HAV3 M3 CRACKN UP... ABOUT SOM3THiiNG SiiLLY OR ACTiiNG LiiK3 SHANNAY-NAY FROM MARTiiN...{SHANAY-NAY VOiiC3} "DONT NOBODY KNOW LiiK3 MY HOMii3 SO0 OP3N UP A 40, NAYNAY ANiiT HALF WAY PHON3Y, DONT B3 TRYNA TALK 2 M3 iiF YOU ANiiT RiiCH SHANAY-NAY ANiiT NO SLiiP, B3TT3R G3T A GRiiP".....LMAO... I M3AN I WOULDNT TRAD3 NAY-NAY OR CH3LZ 4 DA WORLD....B3CUZ TH3Y BOTH MAK3 MY DAY ALiiL 3Zii3R....:-)
NAYNAY & NiiFFY DA SiiST3R CIRCL3...LUV D3M ALWAYZ ~*~Gii*GiI~*~

YOUR3 MY ANG3L IN TH3 NIGHTYOUR3 3V3RYTHING I THINK OF 3V3RYTHING I DR3AM OF.

YOURS IS TH3 VOIC3 I H3AR WH3N TH3 MOON ST3ALZ TH3 DAY.

YOURS IS TH3 VOIC3I H3AR WH3N TH3 SUN SN3AKZ IN TO WARM M3 UP.

WH3N MY H3ART ACH3S WITH LIF3S PAINS, YOU AR3 MY ANG3L.

I N3V3R 3XSP3CT3D SOM3ON3 LIK3 YOU.

SOM3ON3 KIND AND LOVING AS YOU.
YOU SNUCK IN TO MY LIF3 LIK3 A TRU3 ANG3L IN TH3 NIGHT.

LOVING YOU IS TH3 ONLY THING THAT BROUGHT M3 THIS FAR.
B3CUZ YOUR MY ANG3L IN TH3 NIGHT.

A DR3AM....OF OUR LOV3...

I N3V3R KN3W TH3R3 WOULD B3 A B3TT3R 2MORROW
BUT YOUV3 COM3 INTO MY LIF3 AND TAK3N AWAY ALL MY SORROW
MY DAYZ OF SADN3SS AR3 A THING OF TH3 PAST
B3CUZ I HAV3 FOUND TRU3 LOV3 AT LAST
MY DAYZ OF EMPTIN3SS AR3 GON3 FOR GO0D
B3CUZ YOU FILL A VOID IN MY H3ART THAT YOU SHOULD
YOUV3 OP3N3D A WINDOW
YOUV3 SHOWN M3 LIGHT
AND MY LOV3 FOR YOU WILL CONTINU3 TO BURN BRIGHT.


MSZ.GiiGii