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SOMETIMEZ I JUST WOUND3R SO MUCH ABOUT SOM3ON3..WHAT MAY HAPP3N B3TW33N US?? WILL IT LAST AZ LONG AZ W3 BOTH THINK?? DO SH3 R3ALLY M3AN WAT SH3 SAYZ WH3N SH3 SAY IT?? DID SH3 R3ALLY CHANG3 OR IZ IT JUST 4 NOW??
AM I R3ALLY ALL SH3 WANTZ & N33D?? I JUST SOM3TIM3Z WANNA SCR3AM B3CUZ ITZ NOT LIK3 I DONT KNOW OF DA PAST BUT IM TRYNA LO0K TOWARDZ DA FUTUR3 & IT HURTZ 2 JUST LO0K BACK AND SAY DAT I DIDNT THINK SH3 LOV3D M3 AZ MUCH AZ SH3 SAY SH3 DID OR W.3. DO YOU B3LI3V3 DAT WAT A P3RSON DO CAN AFF3CT OTH3RZ??? W3LL I DO AND DA THANGZ DAT HAPP3N3D 2 M3 WITH H3R AND PAST R3LATIONSHIPZ..HAS TAK3N ITZ TOLL ON M3 AND HOW I THINK, HOW I F33L, HOW I R3ACT, JUST 3V3RYTHING...JUST LIL SHIT I N3V3R US3 2 G3T MAD @, SHIT DAT I COULD SAY I WAS N3V3R DA TYP3...BUT NOW I CANT 3V3N SAY DAT B3CUZ 3V3N DO3 SH3 PUT M3 THR3W H3LL AND BACK I STILL LOV3D H3R..ALWAYZ HAZ THR3W IT ALL..& Y3A TH3R3 W3R3 TIM3Z I WOUND3R WHY DID I STAY??.. WHY SO0 MANY TIM3Z?? NOMATT3R HOW MANY TIM3Z SH3 ANSW3R3D DA DAM QU3STION, ITZ LIK3 ITZ MOR3 2 IT, AND DONT G3T M3 WRONG I DID HURT H3R ON3 TIM3.. IT WAS A TIM3 DAT I W3NT OUT OF STAT3 AND I MAD3 A MISSTAK3 BUT I BUST3D MY ASS 2 G3T H3R BACK AND I LOV3D H3R HARD3R... & ITZ A N3W Y3AR 2009 AND THANGZ STILL F33L UNSTABL3 3V3N DO3 SH3Z NOT DOING NUFFIN WRONG & I KNOW DAT BUT @ DA SAM3TIM3 IM SCAR3D OF DA HURT & PAIN OF DA PAST...& I JUST CANT L3T GO..ITZ LIK3 TH3 TRIP 2 DA PAST FROM TIM3 2 TIM3 IZ AFF3CTIING MY R3LATIONSHIP..& I HAV3 4GIV3N H3R AND JUST WANT IT ALL 2 GO AWAY BUT MY MIND WONT L3T IT GO AND WH3N IT DO..ITZ LIK3 IT COM3Z RIGHT BACK B3CUZ SOM3TIM3Z I F33L LIK3 SH3 SN3AKY, WH3N I GU3SS ITZ JUST DA PAST OR JUST SO0 MUCH F3AR... TAK3N OV3R M3...B3CUZ I R3FUS3 & I R3P3AT I R3FUS3 2 3VA GO THR3W DAT HURT & PAIN AGAIN...I T3LL MYS3LF DAT 3V3RYDAY...AND 3V3RYTIM3 I SAY DAT T3ARZ ALWAYZ FALL AND ITZ SOM3THING I CAN NOT CONTROLL B3CUZ ITZ DA MOST STRONG3ST THANG DAT IV3 3V3R SAID OR M3NT IN MY LIF3...BUT NO MATT3R WAT HAPP3NZ WITH US I WILL ALWAYZ LOV3 H3R...& NOBODY CANT CHANG3 DAT, B3CUZ MY LOV3 IZ TRU3.
I LOV3 H3R, WANT & ADOR3 H3R...B3CUZ I KNOW SH3 LOV3 M3, 3V3N DO3 SH3 MAD3 H3R MISSTAK3Z.. & I JUST WANNA MAK3 IT WORK JUST AZ MUCH AZ SH3 DO0 & DAT IZ WAT W3 AR3 BOTH DOING & I HOP3 DAT IT CAN LAST 4 A LIF3TIM3.


im inlov3......& just so0 much k3tchn up 2 do0... UNTILL N3XT TIM3.